make believe

i have loved a person...yes... who hasn't? it's but a part of life, it's just that it differs in the degree of your love and how much you take the risk for the sake of it. Loving is healthy; you learn to appreciate people, you learn how to trust and hope that someday, somehow, destiny is gonna bind you both together.
However, one quoted this:
"Destiny is something our minds have created. It is not destiny that chooses love, it's us who find and choose it."
Now i know i chose love. Never did i expected love to come at most unexpected time, yet i chose to grab the opportunity to love someone kind of not my ideal, someone whom i don't know if i should trust (but i did), someone who at times i can;t understand, someone whom people may see as intolerable.

Loving someone may be the most wonderful thing the world has to offer, yet it can create the most hurtful feeling ever. I got disappointed, i felt pain...those are inevitable. Loving someone is like a package-- it's a pack of all expected and unexpected feeling in this world. Once you choose to love, you should be ready to get hurt... BUT BEING LEFT  ALONE WAS ONE THING I WAS NEVER PREPARED FOR...

i don't know what to believe in now that some good things happened as i never expected, that's why i want to know everything...i want to understand things...

i know in my heart that i may have hundreds of reasons to feel anger towards you...
hundreds of reasons to ignore you...
hundred of reasons to plot a revenge against you...
and i may have hundreds of reasons to not believe you...
but I'm telling you,
I HAVE THOUSANDS, MAYBE MILLIONS OF REASONS TO STAY AND JUST BE THE GIRL FOR YOU...

i just want you to have the same reasons too...
I JUST WANT YOU TO FIGHT FOR ME,
OR AS OF NOW,
JUST STAY
AND
BELIEVE THAT WE TRULY ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER...

from Jemima's blog
revised by myself